a little argument is good for the relationship

I don't like him smoking cigarette's... The other day I got mad again with that.. This time he got into deep thinking.. My anger turned to being scared... Scared of what he might say,, i might be thinking too much? There's something in me that is so afraid of that happening...

Looking at him by my side, I don't know if I saw tears swelling up in his eyes. That was the time I feel so sure about him yet still so afraid of him going away. I'm afraid of getting into any arguments because maybe I'm not prepared to hear what others might say. Lights closed, we started talking. I wept. I don't know why. Without seeing, I feel, I hear. It still proves to be true, Men fall in love with their eyes, women with their ears. I felt his words. Strong enough to make me fall again. This time I'm more convinced, more sure that someone is really there to catch my fall. 

One thing I want you to promise me. Don't promise me that you're going to quit smoking when you can't, just do it and prove to me. It's hard when you make promises and you can't fulfill them. It's hard to be disappointed every time I see you do it.