I'm not strong. I'm just trying to hold on. I'm not brave. I'm just betting with everything I have. I'm not without temper. I'm just trying my best to understand. Sometimes I think I'm too childish with things, but what have I really gained with all these? I'm on the verge right now.. Trying to hold on to this thinnest part of the rope.. I'm not asking you to catch my fall, it would be enough to pull me up and let me walk myself out.