适合走到最后的人，从一开始就是为了彼此而生的

适合走到最后的人，从一开始就是为了彼此而生的。
世上倘若有两个人注定要彼此相爱，那么在他们 相遇之前，
他和她的每一步都会朝着对方走去，不偏不倚，不管是多么的不可能。
我相信这一点，相信冥冥中注定的相遇和分离..

credits to sharing.my

it's over and done

Everything was done the day you decided to be with her. I was ready to give my heart that time but anyway, you threw it right back at me. Now that you wanted me back (for reasons I don't want to know anymore), I'm sorry I've moved on. Your words don't sweep me off my feet anymore like they once had. Everything happens for a reason, and maybe meeting you made clear to me as to who I really wanted to be with. Now that I've found him, I hope that you'll take good care of the one who chose to be with you too.

a little argument is good for the relationship

I don't like him smoking cigarette's... The other day I got mad again with that.. This time he got into deep thinking.. My anger turned to being scared... Scared of what he might say,, i might be thinking too much? There's something in me that is so afraid of that happening...

Looking at him by my side, I don't know if I saw tears swelling up in his eyes. That was the time I feel so sure about him yet still so afraid of him going away. I'm afraid of getting into any arguments because maybe I'm not prepared to hear what others might say. Lights closed, we started talking. I wept. I don't know why. Without seeing, I feel, I hear. It still proves to be true, Men fall in love with their eyes, women with their ears. I felt his words. Strong enough to make me fall again. This time I'm more convinced, more sure that someone is really there to catch my fall. 

One thing I want you to promise me. Don't promise me that you're going to quit smoking when you can't, just do it and prove to me. It's hard when you make promises and you can't fulfill them. It's hard to be disappointed every time I see you do it. 

find someone who complete you or complement you...?

Saw my mentor yesterday at office.. never forgot what he said before... find someone who complement you because when you are looking for someone who completes you, you'll just be shattered. Make yourself a full circle first before looking for someone. That way, when that someone leaves, you won't be shattered although there will be pieces of the circle that has broken away.. The time that he said that, I'm still alone in my life, coming to terms with everything that's happening around me, making peace with my past, figuring what I really wanted to do with my life.. Piece by piece, I found these things and finally having a vague view of everything.. This was 2 months past the time I met him, the one I'm with right now.. 

He was a different man from those I usually met in my circle or more so to say, he was not the type you'd see in my circle.. He had an aura that until now I'm still having a hard time to figure out.. Felt like I still don't know him enough... Charge it to being brought up differently? (everyone is.....) or to the different people we've met? (same thing....) The day I decided to be with him, I finally have an answer to myself that even if he will leave one day, I'll still be alright (perfectly alright..?) 

This was kind of like a thinking I have held on to until now that I'm thinking is it really true..? Fast forward to being in a relationship for a few months, there were times I cried because I'd miss him so much. There were times that a mere mention of his ex's would make me jealous. There were times I don't know if I had made the right decisions.. Is it that loving him changed how I think about things. From the time I had thought about this until now, is it that, well, I'm still a circle from the very start,, but that I will get broken piece by piece eventually...? And now the question is, will I still be the whole same self that I used to be when the day come that we part ways. I don't know if he had come full circle in his life by this time or there's still part of him that is still holding on to another circle.. I hate to think of having to part ways, but better think of the worst than to expect the best.. (right..?)

Till now, I would still agree that one should be a complete person first before finding someone that complement him/her.. But quite a paradox... What really would happen after finding a person that complement you and after parting ways, would you still be a complete person...?